09ISTHETIME

Uhh, what a day.  Talked to my Mom today and she said my Dad got some bad test results for his diabeties (sp?)  Then she told me thats why she got me a workout dvd for Christmas…so I could loose weight!  I’m like umm.. who asked you??  Things like this really irratate me!  It makes me way less motivated when people tell you that you should do this or that, or that you need to work out.  I felt like saying well, I need to get out of debt too, why don’t you help me with that!?! lol.  Anyways, I guess I’m just getting frustrated before I even start.  When me and Mike (the ex) were dating I always had an outlet for all the other stress in my life, and now that were not I have been turning to food more then ever.  But I know that I need to do this for me and no one else.  I need to learn to stand on my own and be accountable for all of my choices.  With all the support on here, I know that I will figure this out along the way.