09ISTHETIME

So tomorrow is THE DAY!!!  O.K. well even if no one is reading my blogs lol, I will be blogging every day.  This is not to bore any of you, but to keep me accountable.  I’ve read alot of places that  being overweight usually has to do with deeper issues that you have.  So, blogging will hopefully keep the mental side of things in check.  I also appreciate any and all support from everyone!!!  So my goals for the new year are to focus on me and to loose weight.  I will do this by being accountable for my food choices and moving more.  I am going to kind of do the whole w.w. thing, but more so focus on eating healthier foods and not binge eating.  My first mini goal is to be 191 by 2/26, which is my 28th bday.  That will make me officially overweight!!! yeah!!! lol, well I won’t be considered obese anymore, so that would be great.  Well I’m off to dinner and the piano bar.  Tommorow is the day.  I hope I can do this!

O.K. so tomorrow is the last day of this year, and hopefully the last day of the fat me!  Going to a Habachi grill and piano bar to ring in the new year.  I went to the gas station and got myself a coke and some cool ranch doretos (yum!), but suprisingly they didn’t taste that good.  Which is a good thing becuase I think it means I am getting in the mindset of my new life.  I’m not putting this off any longer…This is my year!

Uhh, what a day.  Talked to my Mom today and she said my Dad got some bad test results for his diabeties (sp?)  Then she told me thats why she got me a workout dvd for Christmas…so I could loose weight!  I’m like umm.. who asked you??  Things like this really irratate me!  It makes me way less motivated when people tell you that you should do this or that, or that you need to work out.  I felt like saying well, I need to get out of debt too, why don’t you help me with that!?! lol.  Anyways, I guess I’m just getting frustrated before I even start.  When me and Mike (the ex) were dating I always had an outlet for all the other stress in my life, and now that were not I have been turning to food more then ever.  But I know that I need to do this for me and no one else.  I need to learn to stand on my own and be accountable for all of my choices.  With all the support on here, I know that I will figure this out along the way.

Hello everyone!  My name is Megan and I’m 27 yrs. old, and I am going to take control of my weight once and for all in 09.  I am doing this for me.  Right now I am pretty bummed taking my starting weight.  206!?  How did I get there???  I feel like I have been treating my mind and body like a dumpster for too long.  I take in peoples emotions, moods, and problems, and feed my own with food.  I do not have an outlet for all of this baggage.  It is time to start thinking about me.  This year I am going to put my health, body and mind first.  I am official starting on Jan. 1st. (cliche right!?)  I just feel like I need a couple of days to plan and prepare for this new phase in my life.  I look forward to getting healthy, because 2009 is the time!